Friday, November 30, 2012

2012十二月的第一天

这一段故事很长,我也不想回想,不想再提了
不是每个人都应该把自己的故事告诉全世界的  
我又不是谁  自己经历过就好

不管是谁的错,我真的不想回到过去了
自己在内心挣扎了很久很久
我还是觉得我不应该再回头了
朋友说我败在心太软,容易感动
几份之几可能是这样
但事实上我不过就太了解他心碎的感觉才会这样让自己依依不舍
因为我曾经也痛过

虽然我给你的痛远远不比你给过我的
但是我心里永远记得
你曾经为我的,是真心的付出

我真心希望老天对他好一点
让他赶快痊愈 然后 自己 努力地过生活

不管还有没有明天,我不会再回去了

我真的很糟糕   我到底伤了多少个人的心
自己一直往前走   却让别人在原地徘徊
我很烂,很差劲
是这个世界太多诱惑了,被诱惑了
是你让我长大的, 我终于醒了

那天抱着她,哭着说我不会再这样伤害别人了
伤了别人的心,自己也不会好过。
我后悔让自己那么糟糕地去伤害那么多人的心
我发誓。
因为心像玻璃,碎了就算再粘回原状还是会有裂痕

是不是我自己的有了裂痕,也不屑看见别人的完美无瑕?

朋友真的很伟大
不是家人但也至少不是陌生人
有朋友才算有人生  珍惜身边的朋友
因为他们可以选择不对你好

我真的不喜欢现在的自己
不管做什么都心不在焉,我只想要开心一点
还有
笑,只是一个表情,与快乐无关。
请不要觉得"smile",就"everything will be alright!"

2012十二月的第一天
我决定努力过自己的生活

Thursday, November 8, 2012

words post

Thursday
Here I will write some not so private dairy about today's stuff. Few days ago I've received a message from college informing me to go for the free HPV injection from government. (Of course the nurses are coming to the college.) I wasn't really take note about the message. Yesterday night went for midnight movie again at Tropicana City Mall my day ended at about 3am. fml. The next morning supposingly I got to be at college at 9am but college admin called (awoke me) me at 10am. I fucking forgotten the injection thingy and overslept! OK they gave me 10 min to reach college, yes, I rushed like don't know whose child to college without taking my breakie, lol the nurses said I should have. "Miss I overslept what you want me to do??" The injection was A TOTAL PAINFUL. Idk, bearable but maybe I always am overreact person so for me please, no second time. For this I even skipped the weekly badminton session with classmate! WHAT A WASTE!

Anyway, forget about it. 

Recently get so busyyyy on assignments and some friends stuff. Dont really have time to blog. But I have got time for fb, instagram, twitter because I active them through phone, and my phone never ever gonna leave me, and the charger.

Next week we having 2days holiday ONLY because most of my friends from other colleges had 1 whole complete week of holiday as mid-sem break or anything la. I hate my college for not giving us more holiday! Even our longest sem break is about 2 weeks or plus 2 days/3days. seriously fml. Whole semester doing assignments like a cow but can't rest like a cow. 
He is having hols for a week AND HE HAS GONE BACK TO HIS HOMETOWN. WTH =/ imy




          

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Miss Pageant Miss Astro 2012

 Went Genting with friends to watch the Miss Astro Live.



 Joseph Germani!!! I knew one day I would meet him somewhere.

Actually I was one of the support of Abigail Tee.

Plan B

Typical Monday dinner at Publika.
PLAN B





KLCC

Dinner at The Chili's with the funny funny friends at KLCC


Paranomal Activity 4




The Ship Bukit Bintang

 went The Ship with le funny buddiesss :D